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"So... you have 3rd lang?"
"Ya, but I feel like quitting..."
"Good, after you quit you can come for Tuesday and Thursday extra pracs"
"Oh then I shall not quit..."

I don't care whether you are joking or not. It clearly shows the amount of passion you have (or rather, the lack of it) for band. You know you are way behind "best", and not even close to the bare minimum standard. Yet you still show no desire in improving, in striving to even budge or to crawl one step closer to the goal miles away. Where's the battle when there are no troops? And I have little more to thank you for other than your amount of lack of determination.

10 hours per week isn't a lot, especially for you. Do you give up just because it seems like you cannot make it? In that case then what's the point of coming? CCA points? Fear of losing face? It's total nonsense. Attendance isn't the only factor now (and you're losing out even in that aspect). So you told me you've practiced a bit at home. Whether that was a lie or not, I can't be bothered to go on to debate about it.

At the end of the day I know that you won't be reading this. Even if you do I bet it won't get into your walnut head. But just take in this: no point coming if you have nothing to do. You're wasting my time, your time, and our time.
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